IN LOVE WITH THIS PICTURE! If you really look at either bodies, they are actually very pretty. I’m always worried about what people will think when they see me naked. I panic and I get scared and I have the urge no never eat again. I see how beautiful bodies are. I would look at myself in the mirror before I would get in the shower and just break down in tears, because my body is too big and my skin is not smooth and soft like the pretty girls at school. People would tell me all the time that I look fine and too their face I’d say "yeah I know" but in my head I’m saying "Wait till you see my ass. It’s full of lumps and I have stretch marks, my arms are flabby, kids at school make fun of me. How can I love myself like this."
Then I started an art class in 10th grade, and one day I found a gorgeous picture of a girl who was a little on the big side, but even with those stretch marks and lumps, she still looked beautiful. I wanted to paint it, but school regulations forbid it.
Now I’m more confident in my body because I realized that I can turn my physical flaws into beauty. In the end I’m happy this body is mine.